flowers :)

i have a strange new love of casual horticulture... everyday i pick two or three pretty violets from my school's court yard as "gifts" for my friends. TOK (we're tight. he's this completely rad freshmen in my section who likes EVERY girl in band but me. i may or may not like him... hey! i don't read your blog and judge your attractions!) saw that i had one today and asked me for it, so of course i was all: "totally! i was planning on giving you one anyway!!"
which was cool until he gave it to jessica (my friend... sorta. see she used to like TOK, until he told her he might like her. now she's leading him on in a major way leaving me completely conflicted.).
is it totally complicated? yes. but its my life and i'm starting to heart flowers less and less...