Him

So, you know how every girl has that one guy that they never fully get over? yeah, well I guess that person would have to be Chris. I have been pouring over old journals and notebooks and letters I fully NEVER intended on sending. I miss him. I haven't seen him in weeks and while I full acknowledge that we were never together and never will be, my life just seemed simpler when I knew I wanted to be with him. I don't know why I'm thinking of all this now. I mean, what the hell, right? Everytime a new guy walks into my life, Chris suddenly comes back for a week and then leaves again.

Jessica is the same way. Maybe we're more alike then I'd like to believe, but still. I ought to just take a break from guys for a while. How does that sound? I'll be back tomorrow with a less depressing rant, k?

Bye,
B